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Monday the 11th of May 2009

12:35 PM

Clutch

I always figured what my mom said was true.  That one day I would out grow rock and roll and I would find myself being interested in more sophisticated things.  This is partially true.  I've learned to love the classical music that was forced on me while I was growing up, I've learned to appreciate jazz and I have developed a love for world music as well.  But, to this day (9 days away from my 40th birthday), I've found that my love for rock music only grows stronger and my need for live rock music has become a necessity, not just a decadent pleasure.
 
Something else I've discovered is that as I get older, the less I have to actually pay to see live shows.  Having an intense love for the actual music and its process has lead to ties throughout different levels of the business that have their perks from time to time.  Anymore, I rarely have to pay to see a show.  For instance, Ken's good buddy Jon got us on the list for the Clutch show at Headliner's last Friday.
 
I love Clutch.  I've always loved Clutch.  My oldest niece's first show was in my sister's womb at a Monstermagnet show where Clutch opened in late 1993.  Clutch is just great heavy metal and they are relentless.  They are a '90s band that hasn't lost anyone to drugs.  They've been touring forever and it doesn't look like they're going to stop anytime soon. 
 
After a terribly stressful week filled with car troubles, the beaurocracy of higher education and the accusations of an out of touch boss I was more than ready to see Clutch Friday night.  We got to the show 10 min before they went on and I disappeared, easing my way into the crowd, while Ken networked and drank beer. 
 
After getting hit in the head with an empty beer cup, I removed my jewelry.  The crowd was rowdy and I apparently wasn't the only one who needed to let off some steam.  Thanks to the wonders of modern technology, I was able to text message Ken to let him know where I was and when the show started I found myself in the perfect spot.  Not so close that my eardrums were wrecked and right outside the pit.  A pit filled not only with youngsters, but people my age ~ and a beach ball, which I found very amusing.
 
After inquiring about his age, I commented to a young show goer, who was very excited to be there, that he was six years old the last time I had seen Clutch.  He loved it.  They are older now, but their music has only gotten better. 
 
When I emerged from the crowd during the encore (Ken texted me ~ it was time to go   ), my t-shirt was completely covered in sweat (some of it was mine, some of it belonged to the people around me) and my hair was matted to my head.  Jon, who was networking all night, seemed bewildered at my condition. I guess he didn't expect someone my age to be in the thick of it.  Ken didn't seem surprised.
 
He commented with pride, "Good! You needed that!" ~ I couldn't have agreed more
 
 
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Sunday the 3rd of May 2009

7:39 AM

*My Nemesis...

 
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The outside of the building I live in is grey stucco.  It actually looks pretty cool, but we quickly discovered an interesting side affect to living in a building with stucco.  It makes it very easy for squirrels to climb our building.  They are always getting in the trash on our back porch and they are very curious about Buddy and Zizzy.
 
The newest development in the squirrel crisis is their presence in the attic.  I grew up in an old house and from time to time squirrels would get in the attic.  So, it took me about a week to realize that they were actually in the attic because I was so used to hearing the scratching of their little nails above my head.
 
Unfortunately, this realization also synched up with a creative project I've been trying to move forward on since February ~ shooting night photography in my attic.  I've been up in the attic when they are up there.  They just sat there and looked at me.  But, I'm not comfortable with the idea of sitting in the dark with them. 
 
So, I 've been upset with myself for being so fearful of the squirrels, even though it is completely rational and wise.  Squirrels can get a little nutty, if you will forgive the pun
 
And wouldn't you know it, Thursday night the Universe stepped in and made me face my fear.  I had an unscreened window in my office cracked barely an inch.  I looked up from a movie I was watching with Ken and froze.  There was a squirrel poking its head in the room.  We've been in the apartment almost five years and this has never happened.
 
Buddy immediately went into Scaredy Cat mode and hid in a closet.  I freaked out and ran into Ken's office.  I wasn't wearing shoes and was irrationally fearful of the squirrel chewing off my toes.  I was also yelling at Ken because I didn't want Zizzy to get close to it (she's very curious).  Ken was understandably yelling like a Grizzly Bear because the whole situation had fallen on his shoulders.  He found Zizzy and threw her in his office with me.
 
Once he got my shoes for me, I ventured out of the office and we went around the apartment with brooms, making all kinds of racket trying to scare it out the back door.  After turning the apartment upside down and seeing no squirrel, we were convinced it must have run out the back door.
 
Feeling confident that the squirrel was gone, we went about our normal business.  Later that evening I was lying in bed and I heard a scratching in the closet (see where this is going?).  I immediately started yelling for Ken, Buddy jumped off the bed and ran into another closet and Zizzy came walking out of the bedroom closet.  I was relieved for a split second until I realized that Zizzy doesnt' make scratching noises like that.  Ken came in the room, looked in the closet and said, "Yup!  It's in there!"
 
Of course I  jumped out of bed, ran in the bathroom and shut the door.  And Ken, my "squirrel slayer", finally got the squirrel out of the house.  Poor Zizzy was beside herself for a good 20 minutes aftwerwards, pacing the bedroom, meowing and snapping, looking in every nook and cranny for a squirrel she wouldn't know what to do with once she found it.  And Ken spent the rest of the evening laughing over and over at how tiny the squirrel was.  It was a baby and couldn't have been longer than four inches.
 
All is well now and the only casualty we discovered was the broken boot on my George Harrison "Yellow Submarine" action figure, a result of a long fall to the floor, and Jeremy is currently missing in action.
 
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Sunday the 12th of April 2009

9:26 AM

A Hike in the Park

I went for a hike in the park today.  I started at one park, didn't feel comfortable (too many people) and went to another.  I drove in and everything suddenly felt right.  I was pleased to see a nearly empty parking lot and got out of the van and started walking.

Once I got warmed up the interesting experiences began.  I worked my way deep into the park and came upon a bridge that was on a bit of an incline.  I thought I was seeing things, or that I was disoriented, but I saw a woman running backwards up the bridge.  She was shuffling along at a quick pace and I was relieved to see that she was moving backwards.  When I passed her I commented that it was good for the mind to do that and she giggled and said, "I don't know why, but I love doing that."

I clipped along, soaking in the sun and enjoying the early signs of Spring.  A few minutes later I decided it was time to step up the pace and chose to run up the next hill I came across.  When I got there I had to stop. Another hiker had stopped as well, which alerted me to one of my favorite things about his particular park.  A lone doe was walking through the woods, she was beautiful and I looked around for more deer because they rarely walk alone.  Not seeing any I continued on.  When I got to a second inclined bridge, four young deer were coming the other way.  I stopped to let them pass, the other hiker, a man wearing headphones, stopped too.  We smiled at each other, but I was determined to run up a hill.  I looked at the gentleman, smiled again, said "Here I go!" and started running.  As I got to the steepest part of the incline, he started singing along with his music and it seemed to lift me up the rest of the hill.

When I got to the top, I looked down and there was a leaf shaped like a heart lying in the middle of the path.  Breathing heavily, I smiled at the synchronicity of it all and kept moving.

On my way out of the park, I saw a couple walking three dogs.  The woman had one dog on a leash and the man had two small dogs.  One was on a leash, the other was in a baby stroller.  I looked at him and started laughing, I couldn't help it.  He did not look pleased and was probably wondering what I was wondering: 

This had to be the woman's idea, so why wasn't she pushing the stroller?

 

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Friday the 20th of March 2009

12:23 PM

A Proud Breed...

I've noticed something quite interesting lately. 

Since Ken and I purchased our minivan I've discovered that we are now part of a nondescript group of people that I never realized existed.  We're everywhere.  I see us everytime I go out driving: at the gas station, the grocery store, the auto repair store.  I'm referring to the owners of obscenely old minivans.

These vans were either new buys that have never been traded in, or great finds that have been purchased for next to nothing and fixed up for a steal.  With a knowing glance, we understand that we are owners of great treasures.  Our family prize provides comfortable, safe transportation with room for a group of friends, or simply empty space for hauling things from recycleables to those great curbside finds. 

And if we lose our jobs and lose our homes, we also have a place to live

 

 

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Monday the 16th of March 2009

11:56 AM

Oh Where, Oh Where Have I Been?

Oh my poor neglected blog

I have no excuses ~~ I've just been extremely uninspired the last couple of months. 

I have a night photography project in the works.  I have many more articles just about ready to go at HubPages, but, of course, none of them are completely done.  I've been focusing on my teaching career and am eagerly waiting to hear from the Ohio Department of Education to find out what dances and jigs they want me to do so I can start working on my certification.

I'm on my high school's reunion committee and have been busy looking for missing classmates.  This lead me to pay more attention to my FaceBook account and I must confess that this is where I've been wasting most of my Internet time.  I'm having too much fun reconnecting with old friends.

I got rid of the home Internet connection to save some cash and ended up having to refer to one of my own articles to adjust to the change.  I also spent some time in a bit of a panic over turning 40.  I thought I was more stable than that, but even I was not immune to a small midlife crisis.

Well, I suppose I did have a few excuses

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Thursday the 22nd of January 2009

12:05 PM

Sometimes I Feel...

This is my favorite exhibit at the Toledo Museum of Art.  By Marisol, a Venezualin artist who was part of the 1960's art scene in New York City, the piece is a commentary on feeling completely isolated while in a social crowd. 

It's called The Party and I could be in its presence for hours ~~ if I had the time.

 

These are not my photos.  I just felt like it was time to share some art, even though it isn't mine.
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Thursday the 22nd of January 2009

11:45 AM

Whew!

Well, I found out that my sub license wasn't on hold.  I made my checks out to the wrong party.  So, once Lucas County has the proper checks in hand, I'll be back in business. 

It's safe to say that I've moved on

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Wednesday the 21st of January 2009

11:32 AM

It Was Bound to Happen

Well, it's a new year and we have a new President.  A President who has instilled hope in a weary nation.  An African American President who has set an amazing example of what hard work and dedication can bring to those who apply themselves.  It's only been 24 hours since his joyous inauguration and unfortunately the entire country's not in the same place as Washington, DC.

Yesterday, while helping a friend move, Ken was standing in a hallway watching our friend's belongings while waiting for her to come back downstairs on the elevator.  An African American gentleman was waiting for the elevator with Ken.  When the elevator arrived, our friend wasn't on it, so Ken let the man know not to hold the elevator because he was waiting for someone.

The gentleman looked at Ken and said "You better watch it now!  'Cause Obama's gonna take care of your bullsh*t."  Obviously the man jumped to the wrong conclusion.

Racism seems to still be alive and well in Toledo, Ohio

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Tuesday the 20th of January 2009

12:06 PM

In Case You Missed It...

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Monday the 19th of January 2009

11:53 AM

Wow!

Didn't mean to go so long without posting.  The holidays were as nutty as ever.  Stayed in Toledo this year with my family.  It was nice.  We usually do Xmas Eve together, but we switched it up this year.

I've been having fun with Facebook.  I've found so many "long lost friends".  I've also found a lot of old school chums.  It's a great way to keep in touch ~~ everyone should check it out.

I'm currently a little funked out and mad at myself.  I didn't renew my sub license when I should have, so I'm currently not subbing at my school ~~ but I am still working as a teaching assistant.  The principal/ my boss was so disappointed.  I think this is the first time I've ever let him down.

Now I just need to snap out of it and move on. 

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Friday the 12th of December 2008

12:17 PM

Slacker!

It's crazy time for teachers and I've been slacking on my blog entries.  I've also been busy taking photos and writing for HubPages.  Nothing's up yet, but here's a preview.

Enjoy!

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Simple Tacos

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Wednesday the 26th of November 2008

1:41 PM

Flat on my...

The school I work at does Thanksgiving dinner for the students. It's a big event with all of the district big wigs attending as well as probation officers. My students were all acting out (hangovers, a pregnancy ~~ a general reaction due to an unstructured day) ~ I do have to say I was not having fun at all ~ I felt like a parent at the dinner table. I noticed the chair I was sitting in was a little wobbly, and I made a mental note to let the janitor know when dinner was over.

 

When it was time to take my students back upstairs I slid back and the damn chair folded underneath me. I fell flat on my ass. I wasn't even off the floor and the Superintendent was at my side (with her posse) making sure I was OK. I was fine and surprised that I wasn't even embarrassed. Age does have its perks. Some staff members joked that I should have milked it ~~ maybe get a free chiropractic adjustment out of the deal. No need ~ I'm fine.

 

What I found most interesting though was that the very students who were making my life a living hell were right there to defend me when students from the other classes were laughing. They thought that it was "rude and very uncool".

 

I guess they're the only ones who are allowed to make a fool out of me ;~D

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Tuesday the 4th of November 2008

11:11 PM

A Cry of Joy

  • Music: The distant sounds (very distant!) of police sirens and gun fire. It's 11:06 pm and Barack Obama has 324 electoral votes. It's going to be an interesting night.

I didn't have to work today. Most of the schools were closed because of the election. It's a homeland security thing.

I did a little freelancing and enjoyed my quiet and beautiful morning; looking forward to voting with Ken when he got home. I took time to appreciate the artistic beauty of the day. The colors on the trees were stunning today. (Sorry, digi cam's on the fritz   ) And, even though it can get a little nutty in my nieghborhood, I heard the most beautiful sound this morning, and it wasn't the church bells.

Around 11:00 AM, out of nowhere, I heard one of my nieghbors yell, at the top of their lungs, with pure unabashed joy. At first I didn't understand what they had said, but then it echoed back clearly in my head.

"Obama!"

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Friday the 31st of October 2008

12:11 PM

In Memory

I'm feeling the need this year to take a moment to remember one of my favorite actors who passed away fifteen years ago today. River Phoenix's family has never publicly acknowledged or remembered his life or work. I believe it had something to do with the disrespect of the press the day he passed away. Regardless of their reasons, it has lead to fewer and fewer people knowing about him or his wonderful repertoir. It's almost like he never existed because he's never spoken of.

And, I'll also to take a moment to remember Jam Master Jay who passed away six years ago yesterday. This is a performer who did nothing but try to make his world a better place through his fortunate circumstances ~ a role model for us all.

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Wednesday the 29th of October 2008

11:32 AM

My Head is Spinning

I'm grateful for the cash.  I'm grateful for the experience.  But the next time the gym coach is out for three days in a row, I probably won't be as excited about it as I was on Monday

On a positive note, I finished another article at Hub Pages.  Check it out!

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Monday the 13th of October 2008

12:05 PM

You're Not Going to Believe This...

The house that I used for my silly social commentary disguised as art photography actually sold. The sign's gone and I saw the new neighbors moving in yesterday.  Even in a crappy economy there's always a chance to break the status quo.

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